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지난주  사표가 정식으로 수리되고 회사 동료들에게도 털어 놓았다. 근데 이미 한달전부터 내 결심을 들어주었던 몇몇 동료들이 '깜놀'하는게 아닌가. "정말로?" 
음 내가 빈말은 거의 안하는 편인데, 왜 내말을 진지하게 받아들이지 않았을까 ? 
'먹고사니즘'이 무섭긴 무섭군. 
 
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적정 기술자가 되기로 한 마당이지만, 여전히 손재주 없는게 마음에 걸린다.  이건 정말 유전자에 없는 건데...

근데 곰곰히 생각해 보니까 가계만 따지면 '사실'이 아니다.

친할아버지는 한국전력의 전신인 '경성전기'의 기술자였고, 외할아버지는 도쿄에서 대나무 가구 작업장과 가게를 경영하던 대나무 가구 장인이었다. 원조 기술자에 장인 집안이군. 두분 다 고등교육기관과는 거리가 먼 현장 기술자였다.
근데 왜 난 손재주가 없고 이렇게 먹물기만 가득히지 ?

그래도 낮에는 흙/기름을 손에 묻히고, 저녁엔 책을 읽고.... 주경야독의 삶 마음에 든다. 20년간컴퓨터만 들여다 보고 살았으니 이제 남은 20년은 물리적 세계에서 , 기술자(목수)/농부/아마츄어 인문학자...  마음에 든다...     
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http://www.amazon.com/Somebody-Elses-Century-Post-Western-World/dp/0375425500

Japan has long been such an enigma for me, with several questions never being easily answered: how come this kind and sincere people invaded their neighbors and finally broke out one of the cruelest war in human history, costing immense casualties from both parties?  What makes Japanese people casually lives such an extreme scene divided by two different worlds - nostalgic islands for tradition adrift in the concrete ocean?    Why Japanese who’s in love of frugal and simple life style on one hand invents and manufactures such unnecessary gadgetry and weird stuffs, pointlessly, wasting energy and resources on the other hand?  etc.

 

Honestly, I was inclined to seek for an answer from negative peculiarity of Japanese culture and history – perfectionism, fastidiousness, subtle way of communication being represented by ‘Honne and Tatemae’, indecisiveness, excessive collectivism, cruelty and male chauvinism embedded in Samurai spirit, blindly idolized and mystified linage of Japanese Emperor and so on.

 

Indeed, some of such inherent traits seem to contribute to how Japan appears today for its darker side. But the idea, ascription of irrationality to generic or intrinsic nature left much discomfort to me. No specific human race or group of people can be naturally evil or destined to commit crime. I’ve been longing for more fair and elaborated explanation not losing historical context.

 

In this book, an insightful journalist with unique experience, Patrick Smith literally shed me a light finding proper answer, by his smart coinage of ‘being modern’ distinguished from ‘modernization’ (i.e. ‘westernization in terms of material progress’) and by explanation how the ‘east Asian context’ entrapped Japan half and a century ago to lead to a falsified ‘modernization’. Thus, I could agree that the mistake was not made singularly in Japan but in east Asia in general, where the divisional view between ‘spirit’ and ‘thing’ was broadly adopted and ‘modernization’ simply mapped to development of ‘things’. All the tragic scene we’re observing today in the other east Asian countries like Korea and China proves it – immense scaled ripping off of past times including nature and vulgarizing by ‘fancy modern architectures’. Look at the crazy project like Korean Peninsula Grand Carnal (Now, only the name changed to 4 Major River Improvement to detour the opposition).

 

This generalization doesn’t mean Japanese can be excused for their war crimes and ordeals they inflicted on their neighbors in modern Asian history. However, as an effort in reparation, they’d rather have an opportunity to correct the problems of modernization and share their experiences with neighbors who may exemplify Japan as a ‘forerunner of modernization and then post-western era’ one more time. Patrick Smith is optimistic that Asia will find their way to reach to that future state of heterogeneous society of Asian and Western Values in harmony and Japan will be able to demonstrate it earlier than other countries.   

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